that little something

i feel, if i do spend time by myself its dangerous... at times like these, its empty and cold, all by myself. thats how it always is. i dont think anything could change that. even if on the outside im absolutely fine, i try to smile, i try to make others happy, to help them. my problems are too.... fustrating. i dont want to think about them but they sit at the back of my head, poking and killing off every happy momment in my life. so writing them out would probably be better.. 1. im glad i got to tell at least someone how i felt with this whole situation. so thank you for listening, but remember my opinion and how i see things makes no difference and should not play any part in this thing, but yer thanks :) it lifted some pressure off~ 2. i was so happy when you asked me, i think it really warmed my heart that you actually asked for my opinion, on something very personal too ^^ although im not much help, it was nice to see your worried and confused face asking me what i think, but school starts.. i wont see that face for quite some time now... but i wish you the best :) 3. i am a very judgmental person, i have problems with everyone, but thats what i do. no ones perfect and i see these imperfections, but theres nothing wrong with them. everyone is different everyone is unique. after all that happens all that i can say, is i really really do care about all of you and i would never never never want to lose any of you, and that really comes from the bottom of my heart i feel that time together has already began ceasing, i dont care how you think of me, all i want from the times we spent together is a smile, even if there were heaps of downs for you i really hope that one light amoungst the darkness will bring you moments of happiness. no matter what happens in the future i will always remember our times together. thats all i wish for. all the best for your future, each and every one of you <3 4. after all this is said and done, i sit in my empty room and think, i should never spend time like this alone ever again >< its so bad, but i guess ill be fine tomorrow, i think ive come to hate weekends.... im really liking this song, it captures alot... 你离开的那一天 天空有点灰 见不着你最爱的蓝天 少了一个人斗嘴 多些朋友的安慰 一切 都不是错觉 来不及道声感谢 故事已结尾 太多事情来不及后悔 我还有太多心愿 太多梦没有实现 桌上还留着过去的照片

我一个人的失眠 一个人的空间 一个人的想念 两个人的画面 是谁的眼泪是谁的憔悴 洒满地的心碎 我一个人的冒险 一个人的座位 一个人想着一个人 眼角的泪这不是错觉