"But there's a side to you that i never knew, never knewAll the things you'd say, they were never true, never true"-Set Fire to the Rain-
So another another friday, another week, hmm and then 4 more days of school :L again time goes to fast for my liking :/ yr 11 is not enjoyable, i cant imagine yr 12 being any better, so today i decided to wake up early planning to catch the bus but dad still ended up taking me to school, school started and i had music first period it was kinda a blugde but not really at the same time? lol but yer, then i had english next lol "ok girls ready to do a practice creative writing" "no..." "ok then we wont do it, just work on your essay" .......ok then ^^ good thing i didnt spend all night before to write it :) after english we had PHYSICS PRAC! it was actually better then the chem one...but they asked alot about the critical angle...but i had no idea what it was ^^ so.....:P after that i had a study, jessie and i started to watch just go with it ^^ and continued a bit in chem but yer chem was boring as usual :/ after school i headed to city, i dont know...today i felt really..... happy? and like...friendly? like i said hi to everyone, even if i didnt know them very well, i caught up with alot of people, it was nice speaking to them again ^^ really enjoyed it, thinking about it....i said hi to ALOT of people today.... more then normal... hmmmmm weird... :) i guess thats a change for the better? be nicer to people? but i realised sometimes, people arent who you think they are, you might think your good friends...but your really not and it was only you who thought so, the other person just regarded you as a normal person, an acquaintance. funny. how naive of me.
totally unrelated ^^
ella's new song :) the song itself sounds like a very happy song...but the mv is like...not.... i like the song ^^ not the mv... :) it would have been better if ella made it all happy and goofy :)
yesterday was fun :) i think it went really good considering the stage and having to change most of the routine, for trouble maker i thought it was horrible :/ it was so awkward and weird... regret doing that one :/ they wanted so much interaction but trouble maker is hard... the music is very...seedy and like...you cant really go up to people and tell them to clap lol.... run and warrior was ok, the changes werent that hard to do, everything was fine in the end, favourite performance was fanastic baby/shy boy and acha, it was really fun :) people actually started to pay attention and watch us, it was fun fun :)) hee hee so much canto last night ^^ i feel useful for once :) i think this performance was really good, as we got to experience a different type of performance, normally all our performances are with people that know and love kpop but here they didnt know anything, it tested us, i think that was a really good thing, hope we get more experiences in the future (Y)
after the performance ellyn i headed back to the studio but then i felt like icecream so we went and got fried ice cream :) yay for strawberry sauce, jaye wanted food so we went bbq king, although no one would have recognized me, it was really awkward standing in there, we went back to the studio with jaye's bbq pork rice then ellyn and i chilled as we sat and ate our icecream ^^ which i was really slow at eating :) lol more canto for the night, i found more people that are from guangzhou and was told something really interesting, and to think, if my he still had that.....we would have been the ones in trouble, dad finally came to pick me up, and i asked alot of questions in the car ^^ lol kelvin it was paul not peter :) i got home around 11 and i was dead tired, after shower i went straight to bed,
woke up in the morning and :( didnt catch the bus as i was to lazy to get up...got to school and now i am writing this in my study :)
-later that night-
so after study i had engrish and i got our orals and assessments for next term...joy... after english was physics and chemistry, nothing special, then double music which was ok :/
after school went to the library (Y) not much work done sadly, but heehee ^^
tried to study for physics prac tomorrow...but.... SO HARD
got home and took a nap so tired ><
lol i finally decided to listen to the song everyone at school scream over ==
its not THAT good but i quite like it, considering i dont listen to english music much
life has lost....happiness for me, everything seems like there isnt a way through it, im so tired, i cant wait till next week finishes, its just so tiring, year 11..... not fun, and joy i cant wait till yr 12 then later on in life.not going to be as easy as it is now...even though im not really finding it easy, why cant i live in neverland? why did wendy want to come back and grow up? when she could have stayed with peter, mermaids, fairies and the lost boys, what more do you need! but thats just not possible :/ life has to be complicated, unfair, unfortunate and just plain stupid.
eh mum changed my blanket so that there was a blanket inside the blanket...if you know wat that means, cause i was starting to get sick so....nooo good :) but it soo annoyingly thick! it keeps falling down onto one side of the bed :/ anyway, i didnt catch the bus today but i will tomorrow!!! i have to wake up earlier!!!!!! >< soo i got to school and since yr 12 have exams we have to take the books we need for the whole day in the morning as we cant go back to our lockers AT ALL so heavy bags all day but lol to the other years it seems that yr 11 is striking against the school or something cause just last week our principal had told us that no taking bags to class ^^ :) anyway first period physics was normal nothing out of the ordinary then i had religion...sleep time ^^ then maths was the cosine rule nothing really hard LOL it was really easy and everyone basically finished within class time BUT the teacher did not know that BUT ARGH!!! so girl (no names) asked how to get the answer to the last question....so the teacher kinda figured if one girl was up to there....more girls would have finished so MORE HOMEWORK! after class everyone was like *********** you gave us more homework!!!! im going to strangle you!!! it was quite funny actually :) in english we watched an episode of mad man it was quite good :) then CHEMISTRY PRAC. i would rather not rant about it so :) lets just say.....it was very confusing...because in the stupid data books...they had nothing on potassium tartrate..... i got home and did house cores and now...very....tired but meh tomrorow tuesday then wednesday then ehh busy busy busy
:/ everyone at school went to see the hunger games over the weekend :/ everyone says its really really good, and i should watch it. even my 2 sisters loved it... :/
hmmmmm lol the movie is already ruined for me though :) both my sisters tell me parts and everyone at school talks about it =.= AND people say its really scary so... no thank you ^^
...today i have come to realization that.... i am so......idk.... its a weird feeling, i think im just overwhelmed with the amount of work i get from school, it seems that my every free moment or every time i sit down to do homework its always maths... but now i have so much english stuff due :/ and i need to get my physics and chemistry on track as exams are week 2 next term, but it seems that i dont have much time at all, so many dance related things and i feel...we are not prepared, run/warrior isnt perfect, i dont even remember how run went :/ so many essays, so many maths excersises, physics and chemistry notes not done.....oh how i will survive the exams! :/ i guess that means the holidays wont be much of a holiday :/ 2 more weeks of school left :/ time goes so fast...i should just get some sleep :/
Today was a very looooonnnggg day, I woke up late again... I should stop doing that lol I always miss the bus now, it's been over a week now :/ I think ^^ today first period religion, you don't have to ask yes I was sleeping again such a dedicated Christian :) after religion it was Maths lol at " oh there's no time to do these questions ill do them after lunch" when clearly because they were extension questions she did not how to work them out on the spot and had to sit down and work them out herself and then teach us lol wat a great teacher! After recess was English lol at spending the whole time spazzing about dramas with Emily then when miss comes around to listen to wat story we came up with... I made up something really stupid on the spot lol at least she brought it ^^ after was music I had to break it to sir today his reaction priceless " the irony of life " lol the lunch was spent .... Lol i forgot ^^ well after lunch was Maths and we just went on with work, trigonometry is getting annoying so many identities :/ the physics lol very funny momments youve got to love my physics class I feel that miss is more happy in physics then chemistry :)
Made my way to crossover listened to the reason all the way, so good !!! Got there and took class, class was so hard >< well not really but so much to remember :/ class was taught, she's back was learnt and then I had to rush off to some French place on Kent street. My phone said it would take exactly 29 mins to get there I didn't believe it. As I walk I was like Psssh I'm nearly there and there's heaps of time left the phone is wrong but no it wasn't. It was actually really correct! Freaky~~~~ dinner was nice although my grandparents didn't enjoy it, I liked everything except dessert normally dessert is the thing you look forward to but no it was chocolate moose... Chocolate.... Chocolate really?? Meh I still ate it but didn't enjoy it to the fullest, got home and now super tired so sleep time! :)
well i finally listened and downloaded all of sherlock i know! for shame! so late! >< anyway so i listened to them and these are my comments i would like to share ^^
sherlock-
its a bit weird to me, maybe cause i keep on thinking how its actually 2 songs, i guess its not THAT bad... but i think the other songs on the album are better ^^ but sherlock isnt as bad as their get it from the hello album...that was just noise... lol i really like the part from 1:11 all the way up to the chorus and the chorus SO GOOD! i love singing that part, just belting it out :P minhos rap is cool with the notes int he backgroud, but the chorus comes quite quickly after that small part, onew's part after is pretty good too ^^ but i can never hear taemin lol ^^ i can never tell him between jonghyun they used to be so easy to distinguish~ lol the tonight! shinee's in the house!......its pretty...happy ^^ im quite happy with it cause the chorus (Y) really good!
clue-
well most of it is sherlock so... idk lol , well first comment is that the intro is a bit to long...it goes on forever == the first verse is the same as sherlock so.... nothing special but im surprised that the part i said i liked from sherlock the 1:11 part is clue and it mixes so well with note's chorus! :) i must say jonghyuns singing (Y) :)
note-
i like the intro, songs very epic like, with like the build up, but its a bit weird starting with the rap but i dont mind ^^ minho <3 this song is quite short :/ not much to the song except the parts in sherlock, this quite alot of rap parts in this actually, i quite like the silent part and the whisper :)
alarm clock-
its obviously different from the other two, but i quite like it, the melody is nice, the percussion is relaxing, i like slow shinee songs ^^ the chorus is nice :) i actually dont have much to comment about this song, its nice there are no extremely bad parts the song progresses nicely, the harmony/melody is nice, im quite happy with this song ^^ (add song to sleep playlist) but yes the song (Y) minho ends the song <3
the reason-
this one.....10/10! so good i love it love it love it love it! the beginning is nice and peaceful, onew's voice is so soothing and when 0:47 came i actually to smile such a good build up! love the build up! chorus is so good! the whole song is so good! brings me back to the old days with in my room on repeat and quasimodo :) this would be my favourite song, surprised theres a guitar solo but it sounds nice, the part after with just shinee and the beat is nice then the build up, amazing! best song ever! :) it sure deserves to be the longest song on the album :)
stranger-
the beginning is so attention grabbing, its very. ...i cant find the right word, but its good :) this one is a bit more techno then the others but its still good, the chorus is nice :) la la la la la la la la la la.! the techno break didnt really have to be there but it was horrible cause it contrasted to onews part which was nice ^^
honesty-
the vocals at the beginning are really good (Y) and the guitar makes the whole song feel very lay back and relaxing (Y) again like alarm clock, its a nice song, it doesnt have parts bad enough to comment on its a nice relaxing song :) the melody is nice :) hmm im sorry minho, your rapp was really needed :/ well it was kinda more of like...speaking :/ but yer didnt really need the "Rap" but :/ we shouldnt leave him out of the song :) so yay!
overall-
shinee you didnt disappoint ^^ i knew you guys would pull through! i knew you guys were just scaring us with ugly teaser photos ^^ :) good job shinee! continue the good work! <3
today was absolutely horrible, i did not enjoy any of it! >< well...some aspects but majority of it was horrible!
i missed the bus this morning :/ got to school at an alright time though, first period maths......we got our exams back....i didnt pass :/ the test was out of 42, to stay in ext 1 we have to be getting 34.... the average was 29...i got 31 :/ i lost 2 stupid marks cause i skipped d) and wrote e) in d)'s place so....i didnt have "e)" also the question
y= x^2-x-12
y=3-x
it was really y=x^2+x-12
.....so i lost 3 marks there cause i got the whole question wrong...and silly mistakes like forget that rooting gives you the plus or minus == just stupid stuff...... arrgh then we had music after which was alright :) then religion essay! lol we had a sub....she wasnt strict at all....she didnt even get us to separate our desk or anything, she didnt tell us when to start she just handed us the sheets...and we just started to write...lol then role was more just complaining about the maths exam and the religion essay ^^ then after lunch i had a study, i attempted to finish my neverending maths homework but i did 2 questions and then felt like sleeping ^^ so...i slept for the rest of the study :) then it was english... eh got our practice exam back lol i got 4/6 ^^ :/ soon it was after school time and then library! where i finished all my maths homework yay! :) then it was home time, devastating news when i came home :( im so disappointed its going to take a while for me to accept it :/ every friday it will haunt me :/
A new day, a new beginning? Some how I feel like disappearing more then ever at this moment, there seems like no point in continuing anymore
I want to go to sleep, and never to wake from my dreams.
Friday, March 16, 2012
Today wasn't a very eventful day but two things I did today really stood out, but let us start from the beginning :) so I woke up quite early and the first thing I did was watch the last episode to the drama I've been watching for the past5 weeks so good!!!! Sad to see there's no more of it :( I wish there was more I've been listening to the theme song all day :) anyway I the bummed around til piano where it learnt new pieces :) then I was planning to head to the library as I can never work at home but when I got there it turns out the library closes at 4 so no point to say there for half an hour so we went home , they were having lunch but instead I decided to take Lucas for a stroll lol today's first event was I got lost in my own neighbour hood lol!!! And it started to rain too :( so I gave my jacket to Lucas it was alright I saw bus stops so I decided to follow them out to the main road and as I walked I came across my preschool, oh the memories, how time flies, so after 1.5 I finally made it home, my second event was showing my mum how to play her game properly, she is horrible at games=.= so slow, she only got up to level 5 whereas I went to level 21 lol she was just sitting there in disbelief and I'm pretty sure I didn't do very well it's not that hard of a game Lol so after the game playing I decided to do some homework since its dance all tomorrow I might head to the city early though and find a place to go over notes.... If its not raining that is ^^ eh then I fell asleep again oops well I guess I can do more work tonight
Lol my cousin learnt how to sit on a chair I should start work now :/
"life is short so we have to enjoy every moment" is it really that easy? Sure in dramas there us always a happy ending, the girl finds a guy that will love her no matter what, their live is perfect without problems, everything turned out all ok, but is it really that easy? People say that hardships are there so we appreciate the nice things in life, but is really that easy to " enjoy the now"?
Can one person really stay happy and hopeful during the worst times in life . Even though I haven't lived life for very long to understand the whole picture but from where I stand right now... It's not looking very hopeful and happy, will things really turn out ok?
I slept really early last night, super tired from work, got to school and went straight to the music rooms to practice Romeo and juliet as sit wanted to hear what we have at the moment, lol I had to "break" in today the room was open practiced for a while the it was music I had to play first :( sir said I need to work on my right hand being louder then my left hand after music was English ehhhh we had a practice exam I did horrible lol I had nothing to right :( but it was all over :) then double physics it was cool playing with convex and concave mirrors then lunch we went to the music rooms to watch the drama then I had a study where I finished the ep cause I didn't have any work to go on with after study it was chemistry :/ I fell asleep lol and I sat right in front of her.... Can't believe she didn't say anything, after was orchestra lol Kwan was right all I got today was tacets so I didn't have much playing neither did the kit or the congas lol we were all just sitting there playing on our phones it was actually quite funny cause two girls in front of us were playing on their phones and got told off
Cause they missed their cue, thats right we are so good we came in at all the right times, I wasn't in a very joyous mood so nothing else happened, after orchestra I decided to walk to the uni to catch the bus home instead of catching 2 buses , lol Emily and I entertained ourselves by counting how many p platers there are on high st there were quite a lot lol I wonder why ^^ got to the uni lol at all the Asians crossing the road,
Walking home was really nice the breeze was just how I liked it :) well I got home and I didn't end up working they didn't need me, instead I slept for a bit and nothing really happened after that :( boring night, tomorrow iis piano I have decided to just focus on piano pieces for school :) yay! Now to tell my teacher that,.... :)
so today i didnt end up catching the bus cause WAHAAHAHAHAHAHH but yes after how many weeks?! finally ***************************************** i got to school super early though... but oh well. first period study i watched my drama lol at jessies dramatic translation into mando. after study i had english...again so much work >.< i really need to get a move on with this article. after recess i had maths, trigonometry was "learnt" and then unfortuness happened oh wells, everything resolved in the end ^^ then lunch were i practices romeo and juliet cause we had a double music to do anything... ALL the music teachers were away so....all the music rooms were free to use, lol me and emily went in to a room and closed all the blinds all the lights and started watching our drama ^^ then after was howls moving castle practicing...not much done, sorry to disappoint after double music it was library time! time spent well! i finished my maths hw and ALL My chemistry work ^^ yay! i wish i did some physics but...everything is so boring... :/ i need to get a new printer :/ i was glad i did all my hw at the library cause as soon as i came home i had to work, i worked till 9! thats like the longest ive worked without looking at the clock :/ heehee mum said that today i was very helpful and without me they would have had alot of trouble :) yay for not being worthless! :) but now im super tired and LOL no dinner again....i think its kinda a habit now... opps ^^ now...i have nothing to do... lol
first period religion....was drwho dicussing ^^^ my friend got up to the very few last eps of david tennant <3 then music was composition work lol at the never ending printouts ^^recess was normal then MATHS TEST! it was all right...nothing extremely hard, nothing extremely confusing everything was do-able just have to see if i did everything correctly, there was one question i spent ages one but...i still got it wrong
y=3-x y=x^2-x-12
solve simultaneously :) anyone? :D tell me the answer if you can be bothered :) its not the hardest thing ever but....^^ i didnt get it
after was role where a policeman came into talk about road safety lol i was so restless ^^ after lunch music again we did an aural question..hmm i guess i did better then before ^^ chemistry last period was...meh ^^
after school i headed to the library but again i was really restless so i only got my maths hw done ^^ but all good it isnt due until thursday :) but...my physics is due tomorrow...but i havent done any of it :P oh wells i came home at like 5:30 then i took lucas for a stroll around the block and lol came home looked at the clock...7!!!! wow the time pasted
can across snsd's new jap song i like it ^^ its really good,
BE WARNED....really long intro =.= song doesnt start till 1:34 :/
went looking for the english lyrics and came across...its actually the orginal version lol ^^ hmm both are good :) yay!
lol woken up by alarm thinking "WHY IS MY ALARM GOING OFF!! ITS SUND....monday :(" got up got to school nothing happend much first period physics we had a sub who forgot he had us so we sat outside for most of the lesson, then when we started to settle and do work...the bell went lol, religion next....still dont pay attention in class :/ english as informational again :/ and maths!! YESH! favorite topic! TRIG! :) :) cant wait...although big maths test tomorrow...i still havent studied!!! *STRESSES* :/ then double chemistry i finished my work :) even had time to watch a part of the drama i always watch ^^ came home as normal lol with my fear of birds and since birds are nesting in my area i felt the need to walk all the way around the block to avoid the birds :) it wasnt a sunny day so it was kinda nice :) ayay i played piano today...romeo and juliet are getting there ^^ after that..i really bummed around....when i should have been!! STUDYING! ok ill study at night thats when i study best anyway :)short post again :/ i guess nothing really interesting happened.
lol i woke up this morning at 7:30 panicking cause i thought i missed my alarm and is going to be late for school then i realised it was saturday ^^ i watched ep 20 in the drama im watching then lol fell asleep again and woke up at 11:30 i got read, worked for a bit then headed to piano, lol failed piano lesson >,< i need to practice more~~ then i headed to the city, went to crossover for a bit cause i had time to pass i met up with my school friends at 4:30ish and then we headed to pancakes on the rocks...in darling harbour ^^ lol everyone just got a plate of pancakes...which surprised me because....we were going for dinner werent we?!...all we were having was pancakes?! i suggested jessie not too and we shared a beef ribs and had a pancake each :) everything was quite nice and was right proportioned, i like their ribs :) they are nice :) then after pancakes we shopped for a bit then went random places then tooks caps lol funny photos ^^ some were actually really nice, then it was home time. jobs and uni's were discussed on the bus :) and then i missed my bus stop :/ but it was nice walking :) i should walk home more its nice, the cold breeze is really nice, its all silent and..nice :)i got home and i watched my cousin...not fun tonight, he cried alot :/ and vomitted alot :/ but all good nothing on me ^^ so tired from today >< tomorrow even more tired :/ and i have hw to do :/
today i was early to the bus stop, because gigi missed her bus yesterday so today she made us leave the house 10 minutes earlier then usual :/ got to school same time though, first period i had physics then chem...nothing really happened just did science.. :/ then maths and religion, maths was nothing cause nearly the whole class left for peer support so we did "revision" because we have a test tuesday, lol there wasnt much revision done ^^ i need to revise cubics!!!! then religion lol we had a sub and i fell asleep as usual ^^ lunch was normal, heehee i got emily hooked onto the drama ive been watching every night! sooo good! after lunch i had english lol we were supposed to start our article...i started nothing lol maths more revision lol....hmm i feel that i didnt accomplish much today ^^ after maths orchestra started hahah we still need to work on that swing... lol and i need to work one my triple playing...i ALWAYS get it wrong == practice was good ^^ then jessie took me home yay! i got home then i had an iceblock, walked to the closest mail box thing to send off mums letters, then i got back and did house chores cause im going out both saturday and sunday :/ then i unexpectedly worked for 3 hours...lol it was sooo busy, lol i dislike when customers who have been coming to the shop comment about me, i used to sit in the shop when little and apparently used to play with alot of the customers, today a lady was so surprised that i was in yr 11 already and asked me alot of questions about school, she was nice ^^ after work i watched the drama tee hee, like always i look after lucas when i watch this drama cause that time is there dinner time, and lol i pranced around with him when the guy finally told the girl he liked her! hee hee ^^ so good! and now.. im writing this ^^ busy busy day tomorrow, lol i wonder wat we are going to do after meeting up at 4? lol ...hmm piano i dont know whether i should continue doing grades, i dont really need them now...kinda... i dont know if i should just get miss to teach me pieces for the school exams :/
i didnt catch the bus this morning...and im kinda ok with it :) the car ride was fun, although it took AGES listening to the radio and listening to all the call in about car crashes, trees, accidents, traffic jams was fun ^^ hahah we watched a tree collapse in the middle of the road :) luckily no cars were hit, but we had to drive around it ^^ an electrical wire broke off on anzac parade when you go into maroubra, there were heaps of cars stuck with no way out, there were a couple of buses too >< so unfortunate. luckily we got passed :) and i got to school at 8....totally not fun, so i wasnt late i was actually the few that were at school,hahah most of the teachers didnt turn up either, everyone was stuck in traffic. first period maths LOL nearly empty! but people started coming and lol we ended up with the full class minus 2 ^^ after maths was english it was...alot of work again hahah i need to start my article on the traditional and contemporary period soon... we watched the simpsons in english ^^ we watched the episode where lisa makes her own doll "lisa lionheart" because malibu stacey is like... idk... the sterotype for women these days? for recess yr 11 and yr 9 were put in the tullow room which is the most stupid idea cause all our music stuff is still set up and fills up half the hall! and the hall isnt that big in the first place! lol hee hee whats brown and sticky?
a stick!
that made my day :) anyway maths again after recess...it was alright then i had chem which was... writing out formulas and stuff quite fun :) lunch emily jessie and me stayed in the music rooms, we wanted to practice howls moving castle but lol we took so long to set up and get ready emily played the first 2 notes and the lunch bell went ^^ music after lunch AURAL IS SO HARD! i can never write about a piece of music >< im going to fail!! after music it was religion, it was sleep time ^^ then school finished and it was sunny?! argh
i had to go into crossover today...becuase some how jaye's keys ended up in my bag....so i had to go return them >< i bummed around for a bit then headed home around 6 mum still thought i was at he library ^^ i got home had dinner lol me and my sisters were just sharing our own eventful morning it was all really fun ^^ hahah renee thinks she knows how high school works...lol renee your only in yr 8 wait till you get older and THEN tell me, lol hahah
(really enthusiastically) "renee renee renee!!! i have a joke! whats brown and sticky?! :D " (thinking: hee hee she'll never know!) renee: (emotionless): a stick =.= ALL HOPE IS LOST!
now i have physics , maths and chem hw to do JOY~!
i nearly missed my bus today! :O but no worries still got to school ^^ only had 3 periods today, maths...boring... then sor.....boring....english.....so much work >.< clean up started but our rooms werent used for display so we didnt have to do much, everyone just got their bags and left at like 12 lol a few of us just bummed around and waited for 2 were we started playing orchestra music, SO GOOD! i cant wait for more music!~ then at 4:30 we got left off and i was going to head home but....i didnt have homework, i couldnt think of anything to do while at home so i went crossover :) it was still early i got there around 5? run is so hard >.< its a good thing jaye is doing it again on sunday (Y) yay for not learning it myself, im not good at learning guy dances :D after class, discussion was discussed, then everyone headed to get something to eat, i didnt eat cause i wasnt hungry i did eat yogurt after all ^^ then i left for home.....why did i forget an umbrella or at least a jumper or blazer?! standing at the bus stop was horrible my bus didnt come at all so i had to get on one that only went to the bus stop that was whether away from my house, lol my shirt was all wet after the rain, white blouse....is not meant to be wet.... it was horrible >< lol the weather hates me == i got off the bus and it starts pouring.... but i had fun :) the rain felt nice and it wasnt humid, top girl came one and i skipped my way down that very long road to from the bus stop, then heaven shuffled on and it was..much more emotional in the rain lol! fun fun :) must do some other time :D tired now :/ hmm this is pretty short but i normally dont blog on crew days but...meh :)
i slept alot last night! i woke up earlier then my alarm :) hmm bus same old same old nothing different, got to school quite early just before 8, maths was....still nothing interesting... although today she did a horrible job explaining absolute values as inequalities, she didnt tell us that they wouldnt look like the v thing but they would be two straight lines..it confused us alot.... LOL most of the lesson i was trying to figure out wat is an unbroken line and wat a broken line is, musics next we just worked on our compositions..hmm mines is sorta coming along lol its all in my head though and lol i only started righting it down, when sir came along to see how was are doing and saw i only had c-d-e on my sheet of music he laughed ^^ religion next...i stayed awake for MOST of the lesson, but...shes just soo boring! lol after religion we had roll period and we got these sheets about goal setting and my main goal became "stay awake in religion" difficulties: -boring context -lenient teacher sacrifices: -less sleep -more tired rewards: -knowing the context? lol my other one was to pay attention in maths and the "Rewards" i think would be - more confused - :) after roll it was lunch, me and emily went to the music rooms to suss out somethings that were said online the other night then i had a study where i started writing my ever so long paragraph about myself, ok at first i was actually righting thoughtful stuff but then..haha i just took in anything my friends said it was quite fun actually and LOL ohhh iphone spellcheck is sooo funny :) english was sooo...not boring she kept giving us work so...yer it was...quite annoying well at least we got through alot after school it was off to the library didnt have much homework today it was only maths, i couldnt do physics homework because i didnt have my laptop with me so we ended up leaving the library early today :/ got home napped...and yer nothing else happened, as usual i took lucas today while his parents ate and awwwww he was so good today he just sat on my lap and watched tv with me :) it was so funny though, in the drama the guys grandma dies and its a really really sad scene and i was close to tears but then you have my cousin in the background baby talking so like... it was funny ahhh lucas just ruin the mood why dont you! he wouldnt sit later so i had to carry him but then with my instincts i thought that he might be sleepy cause he wasnt doing anything and he was resting on my shoulder so changed the way to hold him and he fell asleep, yay! for knowing how to look after him! :)
tomorrow is open day so i have to stay at school till 4:30-5ish? so that means no crossover tomorrow :( which is bad cause we start learning run... i hope i can pick it up. but open day would be fun, now that we are seniors we get to do more stuff ^^ ehhh i need to find space to put my timpani drums, sorry emily im going to have to move your stuff away ^^ i brought lollies and shapes so we dont get bored during the playing ^^ i got snakes and strawberries and cream i forgot a point on my list of random facts - i like generic lollies more then branded lollies because they are not as sweet :) its a good thing they are cheaper :)
and nooo i passed on draw something so we had to start again >< the word was artist..i kept thinking painter :(
today i caught the bus this morning, nothing special. got to school and had maths and chemistry. dont get me started about maths.... i get angry everytime i think about it. chemistry was ok..our science teacher is off on a convention thing so we had a sub, after recess it was english and religion, english nothing special same old same old, we went through feature articles cause we have to write one soon, religion i feel asleep..for the whole lesson.... which is kinda bad cause i have a in class essay on the 16th ^^ lol lunch i spent my time in the library finishing maths homework, then we had maths again and lol caroline your face was priceless, my whole corner zoned out for like most of the lesson then when she got to the really hard stuff....our corner was like.....what?! O.O we got it in the end but it was funny :) then physics we had a sub cause (above reason) we just finished the extra maths homework cause WE DONT HAVE PHYSICS TILL FRIDAY! thats...a long time.... :/ oh wells
today i got up really early considering its a saturday >< got ready and got to the wedding, it was such a same it was raining :( but it was still a nice wedding :) the ceremony was held, i still cant believe i teared up...even though it had nothing to do with me lol my dad is so embarrassing! my cousin got him to take her down the aisle, and as the music started, HE WAS ON THE PHONE! they were walking down while he was on the phone....i was like so.....are you serious dad! at least get to the end before picking up!hmm the ceremony was sweet, my cousin thanked my parents alot though, which was...kinda unexpected? but also makes sense? cause both my cousins came over to australia at the age of 13 and my parents were like parents to them, they were their guardians up until they were 18 and made a life for themselves...so it was nice to get a mention..well not me...but my mum ^^ :P then lunch started i helped reception... it was ok ^^ the tables were pretty~~ :) lunch was served lol the things were served according the seats so it alternates, the entrees were either a seafood thing or something with chicken, i didnt mind what i get but then i got the one i wanted ^^ which was the seafood :) then the main dish i also got what i wanted! the risotto but i tried my sisters and it was nice too :) but dessert i didnt get the one i wanted, i got the mousse but my sister swapped me for her vanille panne cotta it was nice:) then speeches were made and lol i teared up in this video where my cousins hk friends were wishing her the best...she wasnt tearing up and i was! AND i didnt even know who they were! lol expect one who i must admit! really good looking now! i never remembered how i looked like, he used to go out with my other cousin, but yer..things didnt work out. hee hee i caught the bride's bouquet :) it was fun, then cake was cut and we had to leave cause my parents had to work ahhh such a tiring day got home and slept :) when i woke up i played piano for a bit and now i have a goal! we shall see how long it takes me to get it, after piano i looked after lucas while his parents had dinner lol he really likes lying flat on his stomach now ^^
hmm tomorrow crossover, im so tired lately >< are we really going to do much tmorrow? :/
so i got up quite early today, maybe cause i went to sleep early ^^ got to the bus stop at a good time :)didnt wait to long for the bus :) awkward moment is awkward ^^ also so an old friend today, hmm he has changed that much :) it was funny thinking about the lessons we had together, it was fun, i went through alot actually :) ive seen him cry, go into an asthma attack, alot actually :) it was nice seeing him again. first period study, finished english homework that was even collected =.=, english after was..boring. MATHS IS SUCH A WASTE OF TIME! miss spent the WHOLE lesson explaining how to graph things you know when you have like (x-4)^2(x+3)(x-9) and you graph it and its some random shape, SHE SPENT THE WHOLE LESSON EXPLAINING IT! and it did it last year already so there wasnt a need =.= she put an example on the board she took 10 minutes to explain it whereas my "asian corner" took 5 secs to draw the graph! total waste of time, after maths it was physics :) hahah yesterday i didnt blog so i didnt get to show you all this song :) carmen heard me sing it though :)
now i know my waves! :) :) hee hee :)
after physics it was music double, we watched singing in the rain the whole lesson we had more time at the end so we watched our favourite scenes again ^^ fun fun :)
favourite scene :) the first 20secs best lines <3
after school headed to the library, finished my maths homework and physics notes yay! tomorrow friday! i get to go crossover :) but..am i bothered?lol :P