201st post!

:( why.....why...! i hate listening to english music now == but its all i can listen to! :( its so....addictive but it wont stop reminding me.... :( i miss it so much... like.... if i could live any time again it would be then, there, it was...kinda perfect but life is life, that will never happen, but being here i feel like theres an empty space inside of me, and i have no idea what im supposed to do.... no matter how i try ho matter how many times i tell myself..i know its not going to be the same. man im so stupid :( but enough with the depression :D i guess today was an alright day... it was FREEZING! in the morning == it kinda? got better but LOL! i got an iceblock at lunch...idk i just felt like one :D classes today were ok...nothing horrible..but nothing super fun... :/ then day ended, met up with emily to walk down to the uni, then study was done, then just made my bus home :) yay! got home...and basically sat here listening to all those american songs.... dammm those songs! why are you so addictive! tomorrow bludge day! maybe i should finish my maths in time for wednsday ^^ the class test, then start my eng thing...since im busy fri, sat and sun :/ hmmmmmm lets hope activities stop after opera house.... :/ so i guess it didnt happened but who am i kidding *** ******** ***** **** **** ** ** ******...................

all of those fairy tales are full of it, one more stupid love song ill be sick