after writing that and lying on my bed listening to this song, i realise.... im not doing anything. im not doing anything to help anyone~ all im doing is sitting here complaining about my life... im such a horrible person. and its too late now, even if i was going to make it up, its too late now :( i should have given it to you, i knew it! but i just couldnt give it up :( sorry :( im so so so so so so so sorry this is all my fault everything... it is, its all my fault, i should be the one kicked out, i should be the one everyone hates, i should be the one no body likes, its me! but then again how would i know if im already there