how is life?

so school has started for exactly one week now... how do i feel about it? mixed feelings really.... :/ today i told **** life is good, and i quite enjoy my life right now, but i cant be notice that when i say that, there is a slight hesitation and i think...its not actually all good. most of my time spent is on homework and just school stuff in general, and when i have free time...i normally use it to complain about how tired i am...or sleep... i barely have time for anything anymore, i barely see my sisters, i never have dinner at home anymore lol... but my life has become so focused on school work...i find it so weird. but i definately feel i could work harder at it, there is so much more i can improve on and i need to! :/ i guess this is the life of HSC, lets just hope things will work out, :D but yes...starting my new life studying most of the time..i feel a bit of me has died... idk what...but it has, have i come accustomed to the new surroundings? the new people? and have the old forgotten? so many questions so little time but i think the main thing i want to put out there, is im doing well :) if anyone cared lol haha, i may sometimes seem depressed or stressed but deep down, im alright ^^ so no worries! just keep powwering on ^^ ...its late :/ should go to sleep, tutoring tomorrow ^^ hahah with MMM :D trololol so night world! :D