todays exam... im really dissapointed idk... did i study enough? some people would say no, cause really..i only studied it a few weeks before the exam...but nothing was really syncing .... but on the other hand..i did study more then i did last time which i guess is a good thing :) but i shouldnt be proud..i didnt do very well... but doing this exam it felt different... normally in exams i wouldnt know something and i would think "lol...." and just bullshit my way through it, but during this exam not once did i think lol instead i was very unhappy with myself. my feelings and thoughts are "no matter how hard i tried nothing good ever happens" but in reality i know...i didnt try that hard...if i did i would have done better.... but those feelings and thoughts are still present WAHHH why am i such i fail == oh how i wish you were here.. lol and this morning i thought today might be a lucky day cause i saw you again....but i guess not