studying...staying a home...nothing to do but study..SUCKS. the one thing i hate about myself is coming back :( i really hate...maybe thats too strong of a word...but it annoys me... what you guys did to me...like i think i was fine the way i was... i was happy that way...now im just miserable... i cant look... maybe this time, i can change it, i mean its not that hard....:) bored bored boreedddd