wake me up when it all ends.

life sucks. well i typed a whole paragraph going on about why i came to this discison but ....i think writing it out kinda eased the anger and hatred so.. *delete* and all i have left to say is that talking to you really made it better i guess now i know life isnt easy and its hard to be optimistic about things all the time but things cant change, they are how god made them so..yer but im glad i got over it cause today i had the most wonderful day! despite the weird weather everyone was really nice :) people who i do even talk to or even hate and thought they hated me actually greeted me or laughed with me and listened to me... one girl smiled and said "bye! wow whitney i havent talked to you in ages!" ....at first i didnt answer thinking she was talking to a person behind me...cause it would have been awkward if i answered her and she wasnt talking to me....lol then the girl i hated turned around and talked to me and even laughed..... lol whut? then 3 teachers in a row greeted me with a smile and a 'how are you'. was there a sign on me or something? did i look like i needed a happy greeting? i was feeling so cheerful when i got home :) even my sisters and i had the fun-ness time eating dinner, as i only discovered the song some nights last night we sang so loudly it was so fun ^^ so yer, i guess today makes up for that other day :/ but i guess the higher you go the faster and harder you fall :/ i know i did.. but fixing that wont be a too big of a problem... i cant just *delete* all of it ill just avoid it. theres no turning back now.. its a totally different world now.