studying...staying a home...nothing to do but study..SUCKS. the one thing i hate about myself is coming back :( i really hate...maybe thats too strong of a word...but it annoys me... what you guys did to me...like i think i was fine the way i was... i was happy that way...now im just miserable... i cant look... maybe this time, i can change it, i mean its not that hard....:) bored bored boreedddd

stupid song == now im thinking about you again~~~~~ :( waah i miss you <3

i need you, and i miss you, and now i wonder..... cause you know id walk a 1000 miles if i could just see you~

i cant believe im ACUTALLY sad....like WHY? it totally shouldnt mean anything but...wow i can actually feel a pierce through my heart like..its not imaginary i can actually feel it.... stupid feelings

todays exam... im really dissapointed idk... did i study enough? some people would say no, cause really..i only studied it a few weeks before the exam...but nothing was really syncing .... but on the other hand..i did study more then i did last time which i guess is a good thing :) but i shouldnt be proud..i didnt do very well... but doing this exam it felt different... normally in exams i wouldnt know something and i would think "lol...." and just bullshit my way through it, but during this exam not once did i think lol instead i was very unhappy with myself. my feelings and thoughts are "no matter how hard i tried nothing good ever happens" but in reality i know...i didnt try that hard...if i did i would have done better.... but those feelings and thoughts are still present WAHHH why am i such i fail == oh how i wish you were here.. lol and this morning i thought today might be a lucky day cause i saw you again....but i guess not

drifting away....

could this be the end? .............. if it is, i had fun and those memories will stay with me til forever <3

this is just to much....

Shubidubi Sha LaLaLaLa

After listening to it again on Sunday ... Yayaya kinda started crossover for me, it was the reason I went to crossover but I never took notice of it, I alwars thought it was a funny song ^^ but now I find it more funnier then ever :) its like so fun! Like.. The dance :)lol but yer
Yo ma Yo ma Lova Lova
Yo ma Yo ma Supa Nova! :p

Pretty experiment :)