not my day.

today was absolutely horrible, i did not enjoy any of it! >< well...some aspects but majority of it was horrible!

i missed the bus this morning :/ got to school at an alright time though, first period maths......we got our exams back....i didnt pass :/ the test was out of 42, to stay in ext 1 we have to be getting 34.... the average was 29...i got 31 :/ i lost 2 stupid marks cause i skipped d) and wrote e) in d)'s place so....i didnt have "e)" also the question

y= x^2-x-12

y=3-x

it was really y=x^2+x-12

.....so i lost 3 marks there cause i got the whole question wrong...and silly mistakes like forget that rooting gives you the plus or minus == just stupid stuff...... arrgh then we had music after which was alright :) then religion essay! lol we had a sub....she wasnt strict at all....she didnt even get us to separate our desk or anything, she didnt tell us when to start she just handed us the sheets...and we just started to write...lol then role was more just complaining about the maths exam and the religion essay ^^ then after lunch i had a study, i attempted to finish my neverending maths homework but i did 2 questions and then felt like sleeping ^^ so...i slept for the rest of the study :) then it was english... eh got our practice exam back lol i got 4/6 ^^ :/ soon it was after school time and then library! where i finished all my maths homework yay! :) then it was home time, devastating news when i came home :( im so disappointed its going to take a while for me to accept it :/ every friday it will haunt me :/

tomorrow is wednesday yay! im so tired lol

the dreaming

A new day, a new beginning? Some how I feel like disappearing more then ever at this moment, there seems like no point in continuing anymore
I want to go to sleep, and never to wake from my dreams.

Today wasn't a very eventful day but two things I did today really stood out, but let us start from the beginning :) so I woke up quite early and the first thing I did was watch the last episode to the drama I've been watching for the past5 weeks so good!!!! Sad to see there's no more of it :( I wish there was more I've been listening to the theme song all day :) anyway I the bummed around til piano where it learnt new pieces :) then I was planning to head to the library as I can never work at home but when I got there it turns out the library closes at 4 so no point to say there for half an hour so we went home , they were having lunch but instead I decided to take Lucas for a stroll lol today's first event was I got lost in my own neighbour hood lol!!! And it started to rain too :( so I gave my jacket to Lucas it was alright I saw bus stops so I decided to follow them out to the main road and as I walked I came across my preschool, oh the memories, how time flies, so after 1.5 I finally made it home, my second event was showing my mum how to play her game properly, she is horrible at games=.= so slow, she only got up to level 5 whereas I went to level 21 lol she was just sitting there in disbelief and I'm pretty sure I didn't do very well it's not that hard of a game Lol so after the game playing I decided to do some homework since its dance all tomorrow I might head to the city early though and find a place to go over notes.... If its not raining that is ^^ eh then I fell asleep again oops well I guess I can do more work tonight
Lol my cousin learnt how to sit on a chair I should start work now :/

Hopeful

"life is short so we have to enjoy every moment" is it really that easy? Sure in dramas there us always a happy ending, the girl finds a guy that will love her no matter what, their live is perfect without problems, everything turned out all ok, but is it really that easy? People say that hardships are there so we appreciate the nice things in life, but is really that easy to " enjoy the now"?
Can one person really stay happy and hopeful during the worst times in life . Even though I haven't lived life for very long to understand the whole picture but from where I stand right now... It's not looking very hopeful and happy, will things really turn out ok?

Motionless

I slept really early last night, super tired from work, got to school and went straight to the music rooms to practice Romeo and juliet as sit wanted to hear what we have at the moment, lol I had to "break" in today the room was open practiced for a while the it was music I had to play first :( sir said I need to work on my right hand being louder then my left hand after music was English ehhhh we had a practice exam I did horrible lol I had nothing to right :( but it was all over :) then double physics it was cool playing with convex and concave mirrors then lunch we went to the music rooms to watch the drama then I had a study where I finished the ep cause I didn't have any work to go on with after study it was chemistry :/ I fell asleep lol and I sat right in front of her.... Can't believe she didn't say anything, after was orchestra lol Kwan was right all I got today was tacets so I didn't have much playing neither did the kit or the congas lol we were all just sitting there playing on our phones it was actually quite funny cause two girls in front of us were playing on their phones and got told off
Cause they missed their cue, thats right we are so good we came in at all the right times, I wasn't in a very joyous mood so nothing else happened, after orchestra I decided to walk to the uni to catch the bus home instead of catching 2 buses , lol Emily and I entertained ourselves by counting how many p platers there are on high st there were quite a lot lol I wonder why ^^ got to the uni lol at all the Asians crossing the road,
Walking home was really nice the breeze was just how I liked it :) well I got home and I didn't end up working they didn't need me, instead I slept for a bit and nothing really happened after that :( boring night, tomorrow iis piano I have decided to just focus on piano pieces for school :) yay! Now to tell my teacher that,.... :)

that means you witney

so today i didnt end up catching the bus cause WAHAAHAHAHAHAHH but yes after how many weeks?! finally *****************************************
i got to school super early though... but oh well. first period study i watched my drama lol at jessies dramatic translation into mando. after study i had english...again so much work >.< i really need to get a move on with this article. after recess i had maths, trigonometry was "learnt" and then unfortuness happened oh wells, everything resolved in the end ^^ then lunch were i practices romeo and juliet cause we had a double music to do anything... ALL the music teachers were away so....all the music rooms were free to use, lol me and emily went in to a room and closed all the blinds all the lights and started watching our drama ^^ then after was howls moving castle practicing...not much done, sorry to disappoint after double music it was library time! time spent well! i finished my maths hw and ALL My chemistry work ^^ yay! i wish i did some physics but...everything is so boring... :/ i need to get a new printer :/ i was glad i did all my hw at the library cause as soon as i came home i had to work, i worked till 9! thats like the longest ive worked without looking at the clock :/ heehee mum said that today i was very helpful and without me they would have had alot of trouble :) yay for not being worthless! :) but now im super tired and LOL no dinner again....i think its kinda a habit now... opps ^^ now...i have nothing to do... lol

i need a time machine :/

worst morning ever. i shall leave it at that.

first period religion....was drwho dicussing ^^^ my friend got up to the very few last eps of david tennant <3 then music was composition work lol at the never ending printouts ^^recess was normal then MATHS TEST! it was all right...nothing extremely hard, nothing extremely confusing everything was do-able just have to see if i did everything correctly, there was one question i spent ages one but...i still got it wrong

y=3-x
y=x^2-x-12

solve simultaneously :) anyone? :D tell me the answer if you can be bothered :)
its not the hardest thing ever but....^^ i didnt get it

after was role where a policeman came into talk about road safety lol i was so restless ^^ after lunch music again we did an aural question..hmm i guess i did better then before ^^ chemistry last period was...meh ^^

after school i headed to the library but again i was really restless so i only got my maths hw done ^^ but all good it isnt due until thursday :) but...my physics is due tomorrow...but i havent done any of it :P oh wells i came home at like 5:30 then i took lucas for a stroll around the block and lol came home looked at the clock...7!!!! wow the time pasted

can across snsd's new jap song i like it ^^ its really good,



BE WARNED....really long intro =.= song doesnt start till 1:34 :/

went looking for the english lyrics and came across...its actually the orginal version lol ^^ hmm both are good :) yay!

ahhhhhh

lol woken up by alarm thinking "WHY IS MY ALARM GOING OFF!! ITS SUND....monday :(" got up got to school nothing happend much first period physics we had a sub who forgot he had us so we sat outside for most of the lesson, then when we started to settle and do work...the bell went lol, religion next....still dont pay attention in class :/ english as informational again :/ and maths!! YESH! favorite topic! TRIG! :) :) cant wait...although big maths test tomorrow...i still havent studied!!! *STRESSES* :/ then double chemistry i finished my work :) even had time to watch a part of the drama i always watch ^^ came home as normal lol with my fear of birds and since birds are nesting in my area i felt the need to walk all the way around the block to avoid the birds :) it wasnt a sunny day so it was kinda nice :) ayay i played piano today...romeo and juliet are getting there ^^ after that..i really bummed around....when i should have been!! STUDYING! ok ill study at night thats when i study best anyway :)short post again :/ i guess nothing really interesting happened.