its not like everyone has to like everybody,

you may have many people that you dislike being around, i dont see why i cant....

this is absolutely pointless

:L

the morning wasnt so great....lol elena! i had the moon~ the bear~ and the big blue house~ will be waiting for you to come and play, come and play~ stuck in my head all morning ^^ mum drove us to school today....the car ride was full of awkwardness... so i decided to listen to step ^^ im really really really liking it...ive never liked a kara song so much before... but yer step! i really really really want to do it for the crossover. im so excited ^^ i hope we do well. but we are still missing a couple of pieces so D:

school gets off a slow start history~~~ lol again im catching up peoples blogs from last night and writing this...lol still learning about whitlam... commerce. got a sub for the next days. but its ok cause were watching the pursuit of happyness ^^ its a sad movie.... :L science more tetris time. POTTERMORE WAS DOWN ALL MORNING!! D: and WTH!!! jessie goes on it works for her but no! not for me! its still down! this is UNBELIEVABLE!! DISRESPECTFUL!! UNFORGIVABLE!!!! :P lol science is absolutly pointless at ths point in time LOL " what is a pair of genes?" "pants!" :P teehee sport was boring....we did a bollywood dance....lol no one did it probably

RECITAL! I DID SO BAD! LOL i literally did.. i sit down at the piano and i hit the keys by accident!! OMG!! everyone laughed :L AND i played alot of notes wrong AND i played the last chord wrong == oh. wells~ i guess more practice next time ><


WEDNESDAY! tomorrow... now im offically free of exams/assessments for 3 weeks? lol im so excited ^^ i always look forward to wednesdays :P i wonder why... lol

food for the day-

--> skyflake biscuit for breakfast

--> some of jessie funny tuna pasta, and a bite of her chicken meat thing....LOL

--> a ham sandwich when i got home

im actually hungry now... :P but its to late, food can wait till tomorrow morning :P

absolutely boring today.. hope tomorrow will be better

im really disliking that your so sad D: im not good with comforting people :L but im really happy that you came to me ^^ i really dont want you to do anything stupid. i think in this stage of life we all go through these things, ive been through them and you witnessed. dont think to badly about it~ it will resolve sooner or later. i really cant stand hearing you like this :( tomorrows a new day. try and forget everything. there is absolutely nothing wrong with you! be happy, i want to see that happy, smiley face more ^^

first day of school after exams.....everything is a blugde. well except for maths.... sport in the morning..... eh..... why in the morning, for the rest of the day the lack of energy from the year was ver noticeable. english was boring, we were supposed to be doing past sc papers but instead i was catching up with some blog reading ^^ maths was normal.... lol carmen guess what my auntie came LOL and yesterday we were just talking about this...religion was more presentations...lol i went to do my presentation....and welll it didnt go very well. the whole class knows that i cant read things, its either in a monotone voice or i just cant read words probably, but lol i was reading my presentation and mrs battley says "whitney we can all read" basically saying that im a shit reader and should just shut up LOL the whole classed laughed. in the end i just went through me slides in silence :P well at least its done and over with. LOL science taking the roll, one of my friends answered her name with chinese! LOL teehee ^^ science time is tetris time! well with this teacher it is...lol my eyes hurt from starring at the screen to long D: lol i suck at tetris.....

lol at lunch i had a weird feeling. i felt like david's mandarins....LOL

the day went really fast...considering the classes were not very interesting.


but jessie was right. he loves me not ^^ lol poor flowers... i think i killed like 10 of them today....lol i guess i was just in denial HE LOVES ME NOT! LOL tee hee tiara im "all by myself~"(cue celine dion) "dont wanna be, all by myself~~~~~" lol

but i am tonight :L whole family went out for a moon festival dinner, i guess i get the whole house to myself? mmmm :D

but i need to practice for recital D: im not ready at all.... LOL hope it goes ok....i still need to pick our something... D: these things are such a bother....

tuesday tomorrow....then WEDNESDAY! i wonder what we are doing for class.... i mean we know everything for animania we just need to practice it together and get it together.... maybe we should start on preparing for the crossover? around a month so like 4 lessons? worried and excited :P worried that we wont get the things together but i think we will. ijgkd always get things together at the last minute anyway ^^ and we still look good :P excited to perform with ijgkd since i didnt at upstaged. cant wait ^^

pottermore is getting boring...you cant do anything else.. the highlight was getting sorted and getting a wand.... and maybe every now and then check up on how many points my house is winning by ;] lol THATS RIGHT JESSIE RAVENCLAWS GOING DOWN! CAUSE SLYTHERINS HERE. we have the least members and still we are winning ^^

food for the day:

--> jessie's fried rice at recess- lol you have hamburger meat? O.o

--> a packet of skyflake biscuits

--> strawberries

CARMEN i forgot to mention this but jessie has a blog too~ i thought you might want to know ^^

http://himynamesjessie.blogspot.com/ :P :P

bored. maybe i should practice piano...

she is not like my sister ==

woke up at 6am this morning...... i dont even wake up this early on school days...weird.... so i decided to watch khuntoria for a while..but then i remembered that i havent finished the dr who episode that i was so afraid to watch in the dark. watched it this morning...its not that scary..... the dolls do nothing....they hobble towards you and sing children songs..... yer blink was much scarier ^^ so 9 comes i guess time to get out of bed. decided to run through step once more >< just to freshen up the memory.

lol oxford street is such a funny place... lol there was a man lying on the ground playing with fairy wings...the ones little child have....and i was watching him then i look around and the WHOLE bus was watching him LOL even the bus driver! has we turned the corner all the heads on the bus turned so we were all still watching him LOL what curious people..

yuki is very smart ^^ she saved time by walking closer to where my bus stop was ^^ she said it was partially because the sun was there but....eh we're outside world square looking if 85 degrees was open to go try their $1 milk teas and tiramisu lattes but sadly they were not open D: so we went breadtop.... then crossover and surprise surprise kelvin was in the new bread shop ^^ lol i guess my hello was to enthusiastic kelvin nearly dropped his tray of bread >< SORRY!

we head to crossover and find that the door was open! :O kelvin didnt believe that jaye was up but i had a feeling he was, and he was! good job jaye!

practice started when everyone made it, first song played: STEP! hee hee, turns out im not very good with mirroring stuff.... lol ill wait for live versions ^^

practice was ok...nothing amazing happened, well actually i wasnt in practice most of the time so i cant say anything :P then lunch! as many people saw i finished a whole pepper lunch ^^ going to 85 degrees they didnt have tiramisu lattes left so it was all milk tea == but kelvin tried the seasalt green tea....sound weird but he said it was ok....

back at crossover the gara gara go class was nearly ending, we all went to practice more in studio 4 which was a bit crowded but... we handled it. stupid tables and STOOLS there :P when no more perfume started we decided to watch, ive never seen daniel so confused D: he normally knows the routine really well by the end on the lesson.... D: lol "that just proves his human"

after class it was a bit more practice but then i had to leave.... but me and daniel kara-ed once more then its bye bye crossover :L

lol i was supposed to be home at 2....but yer left at 6 so dad came and picked me up...i thought that he would have been really pissed but....not as pissed as i thought he would have been :P he was just asking why i go crossover so often, i swear parents come up with the most weirdest answers! he asked if there was a person that i like there so i always go to see him......hmm no. why do they think that.... lol

got home and havent seen my mum yet so...idk...maybe she will blow off at me or not talk to me at all....

D: big clean up soon, dads planning to extend my room :D and no, for all those people that have never been to my house. i live in a lounge room that is split like this:

the blue part is mines... its about 2.5 m in length and 2m wide....
dads going to take the wooden board down so i get boths rooms so its like a halved lounge room ^^

but im so used to the lack of space...i dont know how i would use it.... lol

time flies.... 2 more weeks D: i dont wanna become old, i wanna be in neverland ;]

food for the day:
--> breadtop bread... i dont know how to explain wat i got..

--> pepper lunch

--> a milktea ^^

had some great laughs today ^^

ha. ha. ha. ha. ha. ha. ha. ha.~

lol daniel you've never realised before i told you? LOL (que b2st move)

lol everyone thinks i got a hair cut after leaving it down for the first time in months..... lol

CARMEN! i put your shirt on the top of my cloths pile i wont forget it wednesday! i swear!

tee hee emily you make me laugh~

kelvin good to have you back practicing with us ^^

jibbie thanks for making my fringe the right way ;]

tomorrows mid-autumn moon festival ^^ lol gigi is so dumb she asked why it was called autumn moon festival when its spring here... LOL

monday tomorrow~~~ nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~

i know perfectly good english XD

sigh~ saturday morning and i have to wake up at 8! D: IT WAS SO COLD IN THE MORNING i didnt want to get out of bed D: but...chinese school..... so i finally wake up and go to chinese school.... sitting in class im looking through the book and i realise....i know nothing..... D: how am i going to pass the exam? ive gotten 90+ in my past two i dont want to get lower D: im going to have to pull it together these 2 weeks and going to animania next week doesnt help... but some people think that my exams are stupid and somepeople think im wasting my time studing! so ive decided to go animaina >< which means learning bad girl D: and i feel really bad cause....IJGKD made formations and now....they are going to have to but me in there >< SORRY!! ><

chinese school was alright i was planning to leave early but then cbb... it was funny cause the last 20 mins of class was playing chinese whispers!!! TOTAL WASTE OF VALUABLE CROSSOVER TIME! but i still got there. i only stayed for like 20 mins? wish it was longer :L but more time tomorrow ^^

everyone thought i got a haircut or did something with my hair today...... its not that different... i swear i didnt do anything to it. no extra...stuff? in my hair like i mean i didnt put chemicals in it...that doesnt sound right either but you know what i mean.. i washed it, blow dried in like i always do every night went to sleep and woke up....found that my fringe is actually long enough to leave out now so i did..... i dont know how it looks like i got a hair cut ><

so im heading to the bus stop and LOL i was walking quite fast like in a hurry then a guy, i could tell he wanted to talk to me cause yer he looked like he was going to stop and talk to me. and he was in a black jumper with a tie and everything so i assume he was one of those people that get asian people with bad engrish to learn engrish for free. i think this is a pretty good assumption i mean why ask ME!?P when there were plenty other people around me, maybe i thought, it was cause im asian and his one of those engrish teachers, he opens his mouth wanting to start to talk, but as im a hurry i stopped him before he said anything and said "i know perfectly good english" lol then he laughed and said "thats very good that you know english but do you know about jesus" and pointed to this piece of paper in his hand with jesus on it LOL woops i must have sounded like a total idiot ^^ lol well i just replied "yes i do" and just kept walking LOL i kept laughing at myself after that :P ah...

daniel im like obsessed with step now D: even more then neverland? WHY?! maybe the dance? the song? idk but D: ITS SO GOOD! everytime i listen its like :D :D

wow its early... but i doubt anything interesting is going to happen tonight ^^

mission for the day:
learn step ^^ daniel i can never see clearly which way do they go in the lalalalalalala part? is it right ?


food for the day:
--> a piece of toast
--> rice with chicken wings and steamed eggs

cant wait for tomorrow ^^ first day of freedom since exams ^^


TEEHEE

today turned out interesting ^^

new fishies ^^

tee hee ^^


dad said he can get a dory! YAY! lol then renee was like dad dad can we get a sea horse? (to match the movie), 2 minutes later oh dad! lets get a yellow fish 2 mintues later dad! can we get a jellyfish? or a little turtle! lol my comment "why dont we get the shark as well! " lol
the plan now is to buy the dory...dad said the tank is to small for alot of fish =/

but still happy with the current fish selection ^^
(the star fish is the right color :P)

You get some wrong~

AAAHHHHH!!!! UKISS"S NEW SONG IS SOOO GOOD!

I LOVE UKISS BALLADS! this song is going to be putting me to sleep for the next couple of months ^^ i really wish they made a mv for this.... but AAHHH! ITS SO GOOD!!

KEVIN YOU AMAZE ME AGAIN!! <3

ITS SO GOOD..im sure ive said this before but SOOOO GOOD!!! its going to be most played from now on ^^

happiness ^^

^^ english exams today done and dusted! :D im so glad the english one is over, first time ive ever written TWO essays in the same exam slot ^^ although the essays length werent as long as i wanted them too =/ but i guess its a good attempt. Taming of the shrew essay turned out to be 2 and a half pages which was...short D: but to kill a mocking bird was 3 and a half so ^^ which was better

but...im screwed for tomorrow

maths in the morning then geography and history afterwards D: we've done combined geo and his last time so i guess im not scared about that anymore but maths! im not prepared at all....thinking about it sir didnt even give us last yrs paper to practice....i dont even know what to focus on

even worst ive been sleeping since i got home D: and woke up now...and decided to blog it out D:

today was a fun day ^^ despite exams

i had to get to school normal time...mum doesnt know my exams are on ^^ long story.....but yer ^^ jasmine was at school too ^^ we hung in the library for most of the time then me and jessie left at 10:30 to eat ..brunch? THATS RIGHT EAT! it was so filling too!! a hamburger with chips on the side and a can or lemonade....we were so full after >< then we headed back to school at 11:30 where we headed back to the library. i decided to take a nap and naped till 12 then we moved to an empty class room lol jessie walked everywhere stating she could not find a empty room but when we went out the first class room we walk past was empty.....LOL so we studied more, i began to break down the exam was coming and i dont know my stuff!! D:

lol during the exam i was falling asleep WTH!? but i kept writing. after the exam was done i headed to the music rooms where jessie was practicing violin for our recital...which i need to start doing :P hahahah SHE SOUNDS SO GOOD! me and mrs ross had a very good conversation about jessie's playing outside the room ^^ it was...creepy but good ^^ jessie! your sooo good ^^ play for assembly!!! :P

bus ride home was happy maybe cause of the relief from exam.

came home went straight to sleep LOL.....now i should study maths... formulas and stuff waiting for me to memorize :P

really dislike staying home on wednesday >< missed out on bad girl today..which means cant do animania o-oh D: well there always next show ^^

hope ijgkd are training up! GOOD LUCK! :]

food for the day:
--> food i got with jessie ^^
--> a pocky before the exam

ok study time ^^


but last note: i cant get the song out of my head!! just keeps playing... i dont know the name of the song but it just keeps playing.... the one that goes " oh my pretty pretty boy i love you like i never ever loved no one before you~ " maybe i should google >< hahah ok study time!

petrified leaving the house

lol i posted this post then realising i didnt explain my title ^^

here it is:

D: a bird made its nest outside my back door. i use this door often, going to the bus stop, getting into the car etc..... but with the new bird i walk all around the block just to avoid the mother bird. its so scary D: its swoops down at you =/ i was close to tears in the car when dad told me to get off but the bird was attaching my sister and i was screaming in the car where i was perfectly safe but D: so scaryy and all mum did was LAUGH!!! ==

D: exams in two days....im not ready.....not ready at all...i really should study now..... meh

today was an ok day i guess

woke up depressed after hearing about something that happened late at night.... D: daniel i never knew life was so complicated for so many people....

but in the morning i felt...ok-ish school was boring as normal, geography was a bore....english was just watching the rest of the taming of the shrew and then an english talk about whether to do standard or advanced... for me its always been standard so that was a waste of time...

lol double science. no one paid attention to a word the teacher said i was listening to my ipod making history notes. jessie was on pottermore trying to brew a potion and cast spells, amanda watched teh new dr who episode, caroline was playing games and im sure the others werent doing wat they were supposed to, the teacher realised ofc but she didnt really do anything to stop us...she just said ""remember girls god can see everything you do, there is no chance for you to hide" lol lol i got through alot of study in science ^^

after maths was boring we didnt learn anything new just went through old stuff.... music was boring we did past sc music exam papers but without jessie's help im really bad at it :P im still not sure whether i should do music next year....."

tee hee bus ride and walk home was fun ^^ tiara learnt alot today didnt you tiara? :P are you freshly dressed tiara? :P lol

came home and the first thing i did was......NEVERLAND! i cant believe as a ukiss fan i didnt know they had a new album......but yer i watched it as soon as i got on the computor

KEVIN look good as always, yay! your back to blonde ^^

but i dont particularly like the song much.... its really techno....i really like their ballads...

tell the dj turn it up up up, and dance dance dance a little more~

i dont realy have anything else to comment, kevin got alot of lines (Y) kevin looks good (Y) thats all im worried about.... im glad kiseop got more lines though ^^

rate it yourself ^^

i cant wait til the do their stage performance ^^

food for the day:
--> sticky rice for breakfast
--> jessies mini bacon and cheese bun (thanks jessie!)
--> a chrunchie bar

teehee cant wait for exams to be over D: friday is going to feel sooo good!!

tee hee i feel like writing the following cause i found it fun to think of who the person could be talking about so here it is.. this is manly for me to see how well emily knows me :P

1. YOUR SO ANNOYING! why do you have to be like this!? i never minded you but boy you have crossed the line -(lol on a totally unrelated note when i was typing "crossed" my fingers automatically typed crossover....LOL) back to 1. JUST STOP! just. NO!

2. im really glad i met you, you've let me understand the world so much more ^^ i really enjoy our chats and hope they wont change ^^but it really makes me sad that your always sad =/ dw! things will work out! :D

3. i think we have grown so close over the year, which isnt a bad thing ^^ i think our friendship will go so much further but we'll just wait and see ^^

4. lately ive been thinking....when did we become so ...so...... i really dont know a word for wat we are.... but im not special or anything... just another person that comes and goes.... but why me? its really weird.... i can never find a solution, there are plenty of others there that are better but....me...... hmmm (curious face)

5. you are so nice, and fun to be with. i just hope we continue like this ^^ all of you are, and im really thankful for you guys :D

6. im always so scared to say things because i dont know what you will say back =/

good luck emily ^^ some are obvious..others not so obvious ^^

STUDY STUDY

goal for the night--> finish history/geography notes =]

"Jessie" "cool"

^^ teehee i wasnt going to blog today but i remembered something really funny in class today ^^ decided to share it :D

today in science:

teacher: " ok girls im taking the roll now"

" jasmine.....here.......amanda.....here......caroline........"

(secretly i pass my ipod to jessie and she takes it)


teacher: " jessie"


jessie: " cool!"


:P oh silly jessie ^^